And the worst 2 weeks of my life.
Like honestly, I cannot think of a time that was worse than this.
But surprisingly.
I don't feel that depressed.
This song is kinda fitting with my mood.
Combat Baby - Metric
we used to leave the blue lights on and there was a beat
ever since you have been gone it’s all caffeine-free
and faux punk fatigues
said it all before
they try to kick it, their feet fall asleep
yet no harm done no
none of them want to fight me
combat baby come back baby
fight off the lethargy
don’t go quietly
combat baby
said you would never give up easy
combat baby come back
get back in town I wanna paint it black
I wanna get around
easy living crowd so flat
said it all before
they try to kick it, their feet fall asleep
I want to be wrong but
No one here wants to fight me like you do
combat baby come back baby
fight off the lethargy
don’t go quietly
combat baby
said you were never gonna give up easy
combat baby come back
I try to be so nice
Compromise
Who gets it good?
Every mighty mild seventies child
Every mighty mild seventies child
Beats me
Do do doo do do doo do do doo doo do doo(x2)
Combat baby come back baby
Combat baby come back
Bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye baby
Combat baby come back
how I miss your ranting
do you miss my all time lows
It's a strange out of body feeling. Maybe I'll blog about what happened. Maybe I won't. All I know is that everything is fucking up around me, and I can't feel a thing. Except a pang of sadness. But nothing more.
I have been very bitchy to guys adding me on msn and they want to meet up and those typical shit. Lawl. Erm, oops? Here is one of the conversations to amuse you.
Session Start: Monday, 29 December, 2008
i hate you. (me@hotmail.com)
breaking mortal bonds (the_idiot@hotmail.com)
(emails have been changed to protect the privacy of parties involved)
(12:56 AM) breaking mortal:
hey
i was wondering
(12:56 AM) i hate you.:
?
(12:56 AM) breaking mortal:
yea getting there
if u were there!
haha no la
i was wondering if ud could meet up tomorrow
well at least u won b meeting someone u hate
(12:59 AM) i hate you.:
will be busy tmr
(12:59 AM) breaking mortal:
ok how abt tuesday
(1:00 AM) i hate you.:
dont think im comfortable with meeting up.
(1:00 AM) breaking mortal:
r u sure
u don seem to have thought this through
ok this is final one time offer... how abt wednesday
(1:01 AM) i hate you.:
dont have to. i'm instinctive. and no.
(1:01 AM) breaking mortal:
whahaha
well k im gonna give u a few days for ur instincts to recover........
all the best....
(1:02 AM) i hate you.:
oh well.
(1:02 AM) breaking mortal:
haha
im logging off! u sure u don wanna change ur mind
(1:05 AM) i hate you.:
dont see why should i
(1:05 AM) breaking mortal:
well......
ahhhh
ok fine ill give u ur few days to recover
b
y
e
k i know shy
why*
im just like this
impossibly nice guy that u'll go home smiling and thinking... "man this world still has hope'
other than that i cant say.... ma mum told me to be humble
sorry
(1:18 AM) i hate you.:
that's. the most retardedly cheesy desperate last min feeble attempt to save god knows what, i've ever heard
(1:18 AM) breaking mortal:
what!!!
ok u need
more
than i few
days
that is the most sincere light hearted good natured attempt to cure u that ur gonna get
anyway i heard ip man is damn good
if ma sis watched a kung fu film and loved it
it has to be really good
u feel like watching it?
i got the show downloaded
i cud send it to u
(1:22 AM) i hate you.:
ok, i am going through shit in my life. and currently? i dont care what people think about me. because i already have my social circles who loves me. so i'll be honest here, and borderline bitchy. i'm a stranger, you met on the net. you dont even know me. and youre coming off as desperate, ans your pick line? needs lotsa work. i dont know what youre trying to do, and i honestly? dont really care. why should i? i just fell out with a boy* and i clearly have brains enough to know which personality i like. currently, you are not it.
*(content altered for personal reasons)
(1:22 AM) breaking mortal:
im not desperate
im attached too.....!!!
well sort of just had a temp break up too!!!
wow
same
(1:23 AM) i hate you.:
that's even more retarded
(1:23 AM) breaking mortal:
u now while ma gf takes time to think about things
(1:23 AM) i hate you.:
ok. so why so you wanna meet up with me?
*do
(1:24 AM) breaking mortal:
well i thought.. in the meantime, well y not just some gal out treat her to a movie and have dinner or something and make someone happy... and maself too maybe....
(1:25 AM) i hate you.:
not. interested.
(1:25 AM) breaking mortal:
take a girl out i meant
okay
its just an interesting one time meet.... if u change ur mind just sms me at ********
eh sorry its ********
i meant
********
ok la all are not ma numbers
but seriously
in sorry meant
ur nicks have been telling a bad story now just tonight
i really thought ud have laughed at least once throughout all this
did expect to tick u off instead
ok slamat tinggal..... and life's big.....
er than
anyone
just curious
u reli didn't laugh at all???? not even once?
or smile?
(1:29 AM) i hate you.:
nope.
(1:29 AM) breaking mortal:
man i suck
(1:29 AM) i hate you.:
amazing, isnt it?
(1:29 AM) breaking mortal:
ya
geez
i need to improve my sense of humour
u must b in a really bad mood
(1:30 AM) i hate you.:
perhaps. actually no, i'm in an average mood.
(1:30 AM) breaking mortal:
okay then.... hope to catch u in a better than average mood..... while ma supposed like partner does her thinking still
hahaha
chao
(1:31 AM) i hate you.:
bye.
So mean :S
-15037
No such thing as too much love.
Labels: Bitch-mode, Chat Log, Elle, Hissy Fit, Music, The Queen
