Not only is he completely blind to whatever I'm saying, he still thinks he's in the right?
I'm wrong? Is it? I'm wrong?
Okay, I'm horrendously evil. I extract myself from this stupid petty fight.
You want to be angry with me? Go ahead, I'm not gonna bother wasting my energy being angry at something so stupid.
Yes Alfred, you're the only one who failed two modules. Yes Alfred, you're the only one whose parents are being asses. Yes Alfred, you so poor thing, have to be so independent, support yourself and your school fees.
SO POOR THING. POOR YOU AWWWWW.
I mean, ***** probably feels so much better than you, she's supporting herself AND her family while her father was retrenched and struggling to help the family pay the bills.
Oh, **** feels awesome too, when her parents are currently going through a divorce.
And ***** is gonna be alright because his father has a mistress.
Wow, you have no idea how many people I know who have families breaking apart. Really. But it's personal so obviously, I'm not gonna start listing them.
How bout the countless others who lost a loved one? or loved ones?
You want pity is it? Huh Alfred? Is the only thing youre gonna do is resign to your bad luck and horrible life, and not do anything about it? Is your life that horrible that you can't see anything at all that you could possibly be happy about? Possibly appreciate?
Btw, I have never. Pangseh-ed anyone, for Hokes. The only one time I pangseh-ed you, I told you the reason why already. And everytime I go out with Hokes, it's because he booked me, ensuring that I have no prior plans with any one of you first. And if I need to emergency pangseh Hokes for any of you, I would. And he would definitely understand. But just that SHORT ONE WEEK. One week. 7 days. Just because I prioritize him first, does not mean I don't have an hour or 2 to spare for you at all. And after that one week, I am so bloody available?! So I don't see the issue of me ditching friends for boyfriend kinda shit coming up. Because eventhough I did say "I'm gonna spend every waking moment with Hokes." I would never abandon you when youre in a crisis. If you believed i meant that literally, then I shall say with gusto,
You are a fucking idiot! HAHA!
So JUST BECAUSE I GET EXCITED TO MEET HOKES and just because I don't jump around when I've plans with you guys, does not make me a hypocrite.
You know damn well that if you needed me, I'd be there for you. Don't be so wishy washy. Say things CLEARLY.
Need examples?
"Khalisah, I need to talk to you. Yes. Now."
"Khalisah are you free now? I need to talk to you. Can I call you? Or you call me?"
"Khalisah, I feel like shit. Get back to me asap."
If something is not alright DON'T ACT AS IF IT IS. IF YOU ACT AS IF IT IS then I will assume it's too personal to talk about it so I WONT ASK YOU IF YOURE ALRIGHT. I don't like to probe. It makes me feel like a kepo.
I'm not a psychic, and I may not know what's the right thing to do all the time. But I try my best to at least be there for you. If you won't tell me, how would I know?
Lastly, I don't know why I must justify myself. If I wanna pon lesson I pon lah. Why cannot? At least I did my assignment. At least I bothered. At least I have an attitude to want to do well. YOU don't. That's the difference between us. You just give up. Just like that. I have an issue with your attitude. Attitude.
And to think I forgot all about being angry at you for making me wait 2 hours for you. You're being kinda selfish, don't you think?
My advice.
Go read your own blog.
LISTEN TO YOURSELF.
And listen to how retarded you sound.
Wake up.
Labels: Bitch-mode, Elle, Hissy Fit, Of Hokums and Honeystars, School, The Queen
